Friday, April 15, 2011

Blooms.

Remember that picture I talked about where I looked so freaked out at Christmas two years ago? I just randomly found it in my dad's pictures online. Figures that he was the one that took it. He always seems to know what the real deal is.

this was the post: http://crescenttaybrighterside.blogspot.com/2010/12/alive.html
here is the pic




Annnd a close up.





Yikes. I can feel that feeling in my feelers just LOOKING at it. I felt like running and screaming into a tree like Katniss in The Hunger Games. That's right. I'm reading that book and guess what everyone? It's the best book I've read in a long time. Young adult my can. That is a scary and deep story! I wish I was reading it now. sigh. What was I even talking about?

Oh right. Trees.

Spring is coming and going but will eventually show up for good here in a few days I think. I feel relaxed. I'm very happy. Always a little gun shy to feel either emotion but I might as well. I used to think that phrase was "mind as well". Well my mind is good as well.

I also thought it was you "goated someone into doing such and such" instead of "goading". I pictured a goat head butting someone into their next move. Goating them into it.

I do have some fantastic news but it's sort of even too private for me. Let's just say Judy Blume talked a lot about it and I never thought it would happen to me again after chemo. It's no gaurantee of children of our own but it is certainly a nice bit of hope. We needed that and are enjoying it greatly. Plus it's a real load off not to cry every single time I see or hold or smell a baby.

See how I said it was too private to talk about but here I am talking about it? That is a classic Crescent trick. You gotta watch me. I'm wiley like a fox! I tend to say things without saying them then just accidentally say them. Like this...PERIOD~!!!! WHOOOHOO!!!

Shoulder shrug. We're all adults and can handle it. Plus it's really a hugly mongus deal to me and J, which those that love me know.

He was telling his friends at work (see? we don't need no stinkin privacy) and said "She just got her first hair cut last week and now she's got her period!?? My little girl is growing up so fast!"

He's a crack up, that one.

Love to all!
Crescent

4 comments:

stephseef said...

that picture just made me cry. hard. it's been that kind of day.

you are a beloved friend, C.

WV: cutionce

Crescent said...

Ahh I'm sorry Steph. I hate those days and am sorry you were having one. Crying is good though. Gets out the toxins. "Get's the sad out of you".

UNCHROW!

stephseef said...

That photo was a great reason to rejoice, though. A before and an after. New strength. Indeed.

Tell Jadon that Jini came to the supper club on Saturday night. I did 'True Colors' and we both sobbed like 14 year old girls. But we missed him singing tenor.

Love.

PANNEST!

Crescent said...

I will tell him! We have some Wisco trips coming up soon so hopefully we can do a Skillet date!
Love you lots,
C

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